Bewogen (1968)

Chr.J. van Geel

Is that a fish moving, or is it you, being moved while watching it?

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Ik heb een schilderij gezien
waarin een vis zwom
heen en weer.


Listen to this poem in Dutch.
Voiced by: Lex van Iterson

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This poem in 60 seconds

A fish moving in a painting: it is possible with surrealist poet Chris van Geel. But what exactly moved him to write this poem? Did he see a fish swim back and forth and was his heart moved by that? Or did he fantasize about movement on the canvas, possibly while he was painting himself? In any case, Bewogen (Moved) moves the mind and asks the question where boundaries lie.

Want to know more? On this website you can listen to the poem, discover its origins and its author and find out what the poem means to the people of Leiden.

Chr.J. van Geel

Chr.J. van Geel

Amsterdam 1917 - 1974

Chr.J. van Geel was born into an artistic family. His father, also named Chris, designed bindings of books, leaded glass, decorative art and letters. It did not bring in much and in the 1930s, the family was even on welfare for a while. ‘If you become an artist as well, I will break both your legs’, Chris’s mother would have cried out in that time. It had no effect: he attended the School of Applied Arts and proceeded to live a life of no compromise, often in grinding poverty.


As a visual artist Van Geel was initially supported by his grandfather, with whom he lived for a long time. Artists E. du Perron (1899 - 1940) and Emiel van Moerkerken (1916 - 1995) were regular visitors there and they introduced Van Geel to surrealism. He produced a great number of drawings and illustrations, which were exhibited in the Amsterdam Stedelijk Museum, among other places.


After his grandfather’s death, Van Geel left Amsterdam in 1946 and moved to the small town of Groet in North Holland. Dune sand, birds, animals and twigs now rose to an important role in his work. He also wrote his first poems around this time. Van Geel thought that a poem was never finished and endlessly kept rewriting and polishing it. He usually kept all versions, as if they were separate poems. His work was published in literary magazines such as Tirade, Barbarber and Hollands Maandblad.


In 1972, a large part of Van Geel’s work was tragically lost when his house in Groet burned down almost entirely. He passed away two years later, when he was 56 years old. His partner, Elly de Waard, has taken care of his legacy. Although a lot had been lost, she also found much unpublished work, a part of which has been collected and published posthumously.

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What's this poem about?

Chris van Geel is considered a surrealist, someone who turns reality around, blows it up and approaches it differently. A remarkable aspect of his poetry is that he plays with language. By placing a word in a sentence just a little differently, for example, its meaning changes. He also likes playing with multiple meanings. Bewogen (Moved) is a nice example of the ambiguity of language and the paradox that it can present.


A photographer can capture movement in a blurry photo, but this does not hold true for a painting. The only possible movement is with the spectator: he can be moved emotionally by what he sees, he can be touched by it. Is Van Geel describing such an experience? Are we even sure that he was actually viewing a painting, or was it simply so picturesque that it looked like one? There is only one thing we can be sure of: there is a fish, swimming back and forth.


The fish could have swum towards a goal, but it doesn’t: it swims back and forth. It makes the reader think of a fish bowl or aquarium, containing fish that aimlessly swim in the same, never-ending circles. They have no choice, of course, because the space is limited - just like in a painting, which is usually framed. Frameworks like that often determine how you move and what you see. In only a few words, Van Geel playfully illustrates the power of frameworks.

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Origin story

Chris van Geel has written a great number of poems that consist of only a few lines. Unfortunately, there are no details known about this particular poem. It was first published in the Hollands Maandblad issue of June/July 1968, in a series of 30 poems.

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Share your story

Does this poem hold a special place in your heart? For example, do you remember when you first read the poem? Or did you come across it someplace unexpected? Let us know at muurgedichten@taalmuseum.nl! We would love to add your story to our website.

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Chr.J. van Geel in Leiden

Photo: Inge Harsten

This was the 54th wall poem realized by the TEGEN-BEELD Foundation. The poem was painted on a wall of Hogewoerd 77 in 1997. This address housed the art gallery Sidac Studio from 1995 until 2015. Its owner, Piet Franzen, was an artist and poet himself and wanted a wall poem that was related to the visual arts. It also had to fit on the facade, which was mostly made out of glass and therefore incites an aquarium-like feeling. The poem appears to be a frame for the building: the window becomes a painting and an aquarium at the same time.

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Poetry is the stutterer’s greatest dream.

Chr.J. van Geel

Fire is not unbecoming to art.

Chr.J. van Geel

His work will teach you to be allergic to intellectual boasting - but its purport has become its purpose, to him it is about what you cannot learn but can experience.

Writer Willem Jan Otten about Chris van Geel’s poetry

Chris van Geel as a poet was the prince that kissed me awake.

Willem Jan Otten

If you become an artist as well, I will break both your legs.

Chris’s mother Dien van Geel-Marsman

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Fun facts

  • The sculptor John Rädecker was commissioned in 1946 to design the National Monument on the Dam in Amsterdam. Rädecker lived in Groet at the time and needed a pied-à-terre in Amsterdam, ideally close to the Dam. He traded his house-cum-studio in Groet for Chris van Geel’s grandfather’s house located at the Herengracht. This is how Van Geel ended up in Groet.

  • Chris van Geel’s partner launched a website in honor of him, where his work and life come together.
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This poem was set to music by the Leiden band Street fable. 

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I saw a painting the other day
where a fish swam
back and forth.

Translation: Emma Knapper

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Learn more

This entry was written by Het Taalmuseum in collaboration with Ellen van Dilst. The translation into English is by Emma Knapper. The following sources were consulted:

  • Willem Jan Otten, introduction to ‘Het mooiste leeft in doodsgevaar’, 2009
  • J.P. Guépin, Christiaan Johannes van Geel. In: Jaarboek van de Maatschappij van Nederlandse Letterkunde, 1976 (DBNL.org)
  • www.chrisvangeel.nl; website about Chris van Geel’s work and life. Developed by Elly de Waard on behalf of the Chr.J. van Geel Foundation.